2025/7/17
WarningThe author has some mental health issues while writing this section; if you feel uncomfortable while reading, please stop immediately and seek medical advice.
One-Dimensional Universe Eaverse
Yiwei's Ramblings
Yi Xi is Yi Wei, and Yi Guang is Yi Wei as well; these three are the same person's three personalities (Editor's note: this is merely a subjective segmentation of will, not an objective schizophrenia). Among them, Yi is the dominant ego (realism); Yi Xi represents Yi Wei's past (carefree in memory); Yi Guang is Yi Wei's ideal self (hence, it is idealism).
This also means Yi Wei bears most of the pain, but could Yi Xi and Yi Guang not represent avoidance?
I don't know. I can be Yi Wei, Yi Xi, Yi Guang; I can be any of the three personalities—as long as I wish. The pain of reality dissolves in the Huangliang dream—who knows if that's possible?
But in the circular prison, that is not possible. Those people always use various reasons to force you to yield. The past is fixed; the future is beautiful. But what about reality?
Reality is simply this sad.
The Three Little Ones' Settings
Yi Xi
Judgment: The past me, in others' mouths, is "someone else's child." The past me was enviable in many ways. But the past is the past; the past me can only live in the fantasy of fond memories.
The past me has already died in the memories of the past.
Identity: The past me that has already died (i.e., Laobing)
Meaning: 已汐->已死
Yi Wei
Identity: Realist / avoidance-oriented
Meaning: Only the present / one-dimensional time -> no choice
Judgment: The present me is downtrodden, living in the shadow of others. I may be that "I," the unglamorous "I," but I am indeed the I overwhelmed by the status quo. Sadly, this is reality, the daylight, glaring reality.
And the inescapable reality.
Yi Guang
Identity: Idealist
Judgment: This self is the "I" sought by 梦魅, the not-mathematically-troubled I, the I at the summit. That "I" there—surely very happy, right...
But the reason idealism is idealism is because there is an irreconcilable gulf between it and reality.
2025/2/4
Turns out that unfinished piece has been postponed for half a year.
It's time to end this farce
Let's do another self-introduction,
I, 烧瑚烙饼, real name
I think I look pretty handsome.jpg
Me and the Internet
I started to seriously get into computers in the third grade; that was around 2017. At that time my family only had one ancient (not much older than me) laptop with a Pentium III processor. Of course, its performance wasn’t great. But it was with this near the end of life laptop that I hopped onto the Internet's fast lane in 2019.
To this day, I remember that my first website was built with a Dedecms found somewhere. Later I also used DiscussZ (probably spelled like this), XenForo, Flarum, and other forums. After resisting the torture of z-blog, emlog (back then there was no Pro, and I didn’t know where the so-called 6.0 leaked from), I finally walked the right path to WordPress, with Typecho leading the way.
This is the origin of the site footer "Dream Begins 2019".
Me and the Blog
WP and Ty being set up didn’t mean the blog had content—it still required content production. Back then, when Laobing set up the site, it was all free virtual hosts (there was no Mofang yet; all swapidc in a uniform color; this old relic was probably abandoned long ago). Not to mention that sustaining output stably was a problem.
Later I started middle school, conditions improved, and I could afford to buy a server.
Of course, still Typecho, because WordPress's historical baggage was as heavy as this. By the end of 2022, Laobing's first continuously updated blog—Laobing's Ramblings—was born. Unfortunately, at that time I was cheap, using a three-month server from Leqing at 19.9; not that their quality was bad, they are now at scale; later the server crashed and backups were nowhere to be found.
Thus, the second generation of Ramblings was built with Hexo again. Later I heard of Mix Space, used it, then hopped between WordPress, Ty, Halo, MX repeatedly.
It turns out Laobing still prefers MX at heart, so you can see that most of this site has been in Kami or Shiro styles.
2022 was just a commemorative moment; the real start had to be 2023.
Me
I am the proud student of Mianyang Middle School
16 years old, a student.
Currently just an ordinary student.
——
An imprefect boy with love of life.
2024/6/23 Revision
Introduction
Time really flies; in the blink of an eye, 545 days have passed since the first article was published.
And I, too, have quietly managed to pass the high school entrance exam and get into my dream high school after nearly 540 days of delays.
It's been a long journey, full of emotion.
Based in Sichuan, a 2024 cohort new high school first-year student (if you noticed, the site's subtitle changed from 2024 cohort senior high entrance examinees to 2024 cohort new high school freshmen).
Old Version Introduction
Introduction
As you can see, this About page has undergone two major revisions plus numerous minor edits.
In fact, I have spent about 400 days and nights on this site, hoping you can read comfortably.
Here, I, Laobing, would like to thank you for reading.
Hello, Stranger!
I am Laobing, full name 烧瑚烙饼, commonly online as laobinghu
Although I don't know where you're from, please sit down and take a quick look at my bio!
About Me
Status
A hardcore junior high school student in a public key class in Mianyang, Sichuan (that’s right).
Personality
Semi-outgoing, semi-introverted
With acquaintances, I am very—even extremely—outgoing
Without acquaintances, I transform into an introverted, shy boy (not really)
Hard to deal with
Semi-cheerful, semi-depressed (not pathological)
When in a good mood {for example, scoring second (this certainly does not mean I can beat the first)} people are cheerful; when insulted/mock... people easily become depressed (for example, my math score on the first attempt was 100, and a certain math teacher didn't excuse my homework after political history’s adjustment I dropped to third)
Pursuit of Simplicity
Especially in UI design and programming, I love Material Design! (voice crack)
Never use deprecated features
Against Noise
I really hate visiting relatives (to avoid talking with aunts and uncles)
In line with Semi-outgoing Semi-introverted
Sports-inept
Since childhood I didn't like moving, so for six years in elementary school I didn't participate in a single personal project
Thus, in first-year gym I scored 37 points (out of 80)
1000 meters, and a staggering 6 minutes 4 seconds
So I trained in the rain to cope with the high school entrance exam
Novel Enthusiast/Writer
I really love reading science fiction novels and some strange tomato novels (special mention: Rule of Tales: I can master all rules)
I dream that one day my own novel will be famous.
Current Status
maimai enthusiast (will hit red pads below 12+)
Gibberish text about playing snake
Always an A-grade student
Contact Me
GitHub: (click) [github.com/laobinghu]
Email: (click) [mailto:laobinghu2009@qq.com]
Hobbies
Programming (Winner of a city-level first prize in a 2023 competition in Mianyang)
Rhythm games
Writing/Reading novels
See you next time.
Old Version Introduction
The following obsolete content is taken from Laobing's novel site (the ancient version of Laobing's Ramblings).
Who am I
The Twin-Guns will tell you the answer
I, Laobing, may be called Laobing; my acquaintances also call me the 'electric education revenant'.
Currently 14/15 years old
My Identity
9th-grade student
Class e-learning committee
Member of Firefly Tech Studio
How to contact me
You can reach me via the following:
ID:
114514not disclosed yetWeChat: Don’t look; I don’t use it much
email:Email 1
I can’t go on, spinning a yo-yo